Mood of the day: DEPRESSED
Colour of the day: BLACK, EMO GOTHIC BLACK.

ARGH TODAY WAS A BAD DAY (ok science day was sort of fun and interesting BUT THAT IS NOT THE FOCUS HERE). It's been a long time since I said that, I know. But marks checking ended today, and I'm finally going to talk about my marks. One word: BAD. The only modules that I did well in are MI, Math, and LA401E :'( Ughhhhh I feel like crying when I think about my sciences..................IT'S JUST TRAGIC!!!! Well my GRADES arent that bad, but I know I'm getting worse and worse at everything.......there's no way to explain it, I guess it's just this uneasy gut feeling? I feel that I'm slowly getting lost and the gaps in my knowledge are getting wider and wider. To be honest, I'm scared. All around me, everyone is improving, and I'm afraid that I'll be left behind with nothing at all, not even my self-professed title of professor to comfort myself. I feel like...........a failure. Yes, it sounds really dramatic and all, but I really feel that way. It's all because of the stupid bio paper. Biology..... I used to love it but I dislike it now. My grade for the final test was a crapass piece of shit, and what's ironic is that I actually spent the most time studying for it. Sigh, I can't imagine how next semester will be like........

Anyway, I told my parents my marks and they said it's o-kay as long as I did my best. I'm thankful for my parents; they don't scold me whenever I come home with shitty grades because they understand that the mental torture I subject myself to is painful enough.

On a lighter note............THERE IS NO LIGHTER NOTE!!!!!! Melancholy is like a chronic disease that is as infectious as stupidity. All of you better watch out and stay away from me if you don't want to catch stupidicitis. Run.....run...........RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok bye gonna lie on my bed and wallow in self-pity like a little shit. Hopefully, tomorrow I will be able to muster up enough courage to get over being such a failure in life.

YAARRRRGHH TODAY WAS A SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUSLY FUN DAY!!!!!!! Why, you ask?!? Because..... WE HAD A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR ETHAN LEUNG!!!! :DDD

In the morning, Sherlyn and I went to school early to blow up the balloons and set-up the rooftop!! HAHAAHAHAHA TIME WAS SO TIGHT BECAUSE WE DID EVERYTHING QUITE SLOWLY AT FIRST!!!! LOL AND WE DREW ALOT OF STUPID STUFF ON THE BALLOONS!!!! We found out later Lockin & co. also came to school early but they were waiting for us in class!!!!!!! We should've called them to help us with the balloons!!!!!!! Fortunately, Lockin came to the rooftop after her monopoly game to lend us tape!! We managed to finish in time and went down for assembly at 8.30, while hoping that our balloons wouldn't fly away!!!!!

Blarhblargh after that was boring marks checking until 12pm and home room until 2pm, but as always, SAMUEL TAN LET US OFF SUPER EARLY AT 1.30PM!!!!! I don't know why he bothers doing that if he's just going to wander around the rain tree café instead of chilling in the staff room and enjoying the air con. HE'S SUCH A WEIRDO!!! Anyway, Jeremy and I headed to the rooftop to check on the balloons. TRAGICALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! A SAD SIGHT GREETED US AS WE ROUNDED THE CORNER OF THE ROOFTOP AND FACED THE BALLOON CORNER. ALL THE BALLOONS (save for one)........ WERE GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We searched EVERYWHERE, but were only able to find one balloon, which was the pink rafflesia one :'( I was sad. Since nothing could be done to change the reality that we faced at that point in time, Jeremy went to see if the bookshop sold balloons while I went I find my big fat insect catching container (I told Ethan we were gonna catch insects at the rooftop *weenkweenks*). Obviously, it was nowhere to be found (aunty Molly the librarian prolly threw it away) so I headed back to class. BUT!!!!!! I MET ETHAN AT THE STAIRWELL!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I HAD TO STALL FOR TIME BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS STILL PLAYING MONOPOLY DEAL IN CLASS LOL. OK AHM NOT GOING TO TALK ABOUT WHAT I DID BECAUSE I THINK I SPOKE AND BEHAVED VERY STUPIDLY.

Eventually!!! We made our way to the rooftop :))))))) We brought Ethan to the arranged spot, and............. SURPRISE, SURPRISE, EVERYONE WAS STANDING THERE, LOOKING STUPID IN THEIR PARTY HATS, AND THEY POPPED THEIR PARTY POPPERS AND BLEW THEIR BLOWERS AND SURPRISED ETHAN!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA IT WAS GREAT FUN!!!!!! :DDD Everyone included Sherlyn, Jemery, Lockin, Jolene, Loin, JieYing, Victoria, S1lv3rl053, Wang Tak, and Malcolm!!! Widdle Eeter was missing :'(

After the initial surprise, we went to.....ISLAND CREAMERY TO EAT CAKE!!!!!!!! :DDD Met widdle Eeter on the way to the bus stop LOL. Out of the generosity of their hearts, the One Legged Peoples bought the BARFDAY cake with their island creamery voucher!!! So technically speaking, Ethan bought his own cake LOL. ANYWAY IT WAS A VERY NICE CAKE!!!!! I forgot what it was called, but it was covered in rainbow sprinkles & gummies, and the filling was mah 2nd favourite ice cream flavor: COOKIES AND CREAM!!!!! :DDD Mmmmmmm thinking about it makes me drool ;9 It took us so long to cut it because it was frozen!!! Everyone also took out their chips :9' Mah favourite was Sherlyn's garlic chips!!! Jeremy's pickle chips tasted weird in a good way. THE CHIP FLAVOURS ARE SO STRANGE WHO ON EARTH WOULD THINK OF INVENTING "GARLIC" AND "PICKLE" FLAVOURING?!?!?? CREEPY.

HAHAHAAHAHHAHA AFTER EATING WE WENT TO PLAY AT THE KIDDY RIDE THINGAMAJIG!!!! It's basically a chair with one side attached to one end of this circular slab which will turn upon detecting the input of a $1 coin. LOL WE WASTED THREE DOLLARS ON IT!!!!! But almost all of us got to ride it :DDD HAHAHAHA I WAS TOO FAT TO FIT IN THE SEAT BUT I STILL ENJOYED IT!! <3 At around, 4/5pm, the MEP people arrived and we got chased out by Wang Tak!!!!!!!!! We couldn't decide on which movie to watch so we just decided to go to botanical gardens to play monopoly deal :9 BUT IT THE END WE JUST STALKED THE SWANS AND DUCKIES AND KEPT THEIR FEATHERS AS SOUVENIRS!!!!! Mah favourite ducky was Patrick, who had a short retracted neck <3 Coincidentally, Daniel Kwik was there playing frisbee with his friends!! He helped us take pictures, and then we went home!! :DDD

AGHHHHH IT WAS SUCH A FUN DAY!!!!! I really enjoyed it even though it wasn't MAH BARFDAY LOL :DDD HERE ARE ALL THE PICS!!!

OoOoOoOoooooOOOH Last night I was grinding my teeth in mah sleep so mah teeth felt weird and wonky today :'(

ANYWAY!!!! ALOHA BABIES!!!!! AHHHHHH I HAD SUCH A FUN DAY TODAY!!!!!!!! It was....... THE JH4 ADVENTURE RACE!!!!!! HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA :DDD I participated in leg 3, which was ROLLER BLADING and also leg 5, which was dragon boating, because our class didn't have enough people!!

So.....ROLLER BLADING!!! :DDD Ahhhh it was really fun and the distance we had to skate was really short, only 1.2km!! LOL I feel quite bad because when Victoria & Cheng Pei finally passed the baton to me, I just took off without waiting for my other teammates!!! HAHAAHHHAHA I WAS SUPPOSED TO SKATE WITH HUILING!!!! Anyway, I was pretty fast, just behind the 2 guys from 403!!!! :DDD But halfway through, I realized I couldn't see my team mates anymore?!?! So I turned back!! LOL IT WAS FUNNY SEEING LOCKING HELP SI XUAN SKATE :DDD Anyway, I did help Hui Ling a little and we reached the end!!!!! The end was very sucky! There was an extremely steep slope and we were supposed to climb up to pass the baton?!? I couldn't climb up but Lockin did!! :D But apparently, when she tried to come down, she ZOOMED down and went to the grass patch LOL. After that, I just kept skating back and forth!!! AHHHHHHH IT WAS SO RELAXING!! I really love skating, but the last time I skated was around...... A few years ago :'( OH I also helped Mei Fei with the other 07 people!! Go Mei Fei!!!!! AHAHAAHAHAHHA AND I TOTALLY OWNED JOSHUA!!! At the start of the race he told me "You're going DOWN" BUT I LAUGHED IN HIS FACE AS I ZOOMED PAST HIM TWICE LOL.

After that the LEG 3 TEAM (<3) went to play at the swings!!!! IT WAS SO FUN I SWUNG ALMOST 180 DEGREES!!!!!!! But then mr Tan came and told us we needed to join the dragon boat race!! So we went back and it was embarrassing because people were waiting for us :'(

So, DRAGON BOATING!!! It was my first time dragon boating because I sat out the other time because of who-knows-what reason. AHHHHHH IT WAS REALLY FUN!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT WE PADDLED 500M IN 3.06 MINUTES?!?! :DDD I WAS SO HAPPY!!!! HAHHAHAHAHAH THE RACE WAS VERY INTENSE. We started off very vigorously and everyone was shouting "1!!!2!!!1!!!2!!2!1!!2!!11!2!!!" AND WE WERE IN THE LEAD!!!! But after around 200m, all of us were "1.....2.........1...2.......1......" AND THE ATMOSPHERE WAS SO TENSE BECAUSE ALL OF US WERE SUPER TIRED BUT 07 AND 06 WERE CATCHING UP!!!!!!! Fortunately, we had Yuchao :') He kept shouting "1!!!2!!!!1!!!!!1!!!2!!!1!!!" AND IT WAS SO ENCOURAGING BECAUSE I WAS SITTING DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF HIM SO I JUST KEPT PADDLING DESPITE FEELING LIKE MY ARMS WERE ABOUT TO GET RIPPED FROM THEIR SOCKETS!!! Finally, Yuchao bellowed "TWENTY METERS LEFT!!!" AND EVERYONE SUDDENLY RECHARGED AND PADDLED CRAZILY AND OF COURSE.....WE WERE FIRST!!!!! :DDD AHHHH it was really exciting!! Even though overall, we won 4th place, it was an extremely enjoyable day <3 I really love 408!!!! :') <3


Here's a cool picture of me skating on Naimole's skateboard!! Photo stolen from Locky's blog HAHAHAHAHA THANKS LOCKY!!! Hehehehehehe I look really cool here, BUT IN ACTUAL FACT, I WAS HOLDING ON TO NAIMOLE 99% OF THE TIME, AND THE OTHER 1% WAS WHEN I WAS CALLING FOR HER TO HELP ME LOL. Skateboarding is hard but fun!!! Maybe I'll include learning it in my list of things-to-do-during-the-holidays! :D However, I think I'll need a bigger board than my sister's current one because I'm a fatass and I can literally feel the board sagging and bending when I try to balance on it :'( Ok maybe I'll just TRY to stick to my diet.

I feel............ ambivalent.

For once, I'm in my intelligent mood. It seems like the frequency of me entering this state is decreasing. Is it because ASS WEEK is over and I'm slowly numbing my mind with crap from the Internet and letting myself become a dumbass?!? I really hope I don't turn into a dimwitted loser who uses her laptop for 10 hours a day!!! Anyway, I was going to talk about.....I forgot what. OH, anyway is such a lovely conjunctive adverb!! I think I use it excessively since I'm bad at transitions and the only conjunction I ever use is "anyway"!!

DAMMIT, EXHAUSTION IS LIKE A TERRORIST ATTACK ON MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT I CAN'T EVEN FOCUS ON ONE TOPIC TO TALK ABOUT ANYMORE ARGHHHHHHHHG

OK

I was talking about.........AMBIVALENCE!! But halp I have no idea why I wrote that.

Whatever, I'll just talk about band!! OK BAND SERIOUSLY SUCKED TODAY. I was looking forward to going home at 1.30pm but we had BAND, and Jeremy said it would end at 5.30pm. That's not even the worst part. The worst part is that we didn't even know if it was optional sectionals, or compulsory sectionals, or combined band practice, or normal band practice, or WHATEVER, and no one could give us a satisfactory answer. Yan Yu and Amanda (whom we met at the canteen) said that we could "go home and they'll turn a blind eye" but "attendance will be taken" WHICH DOESN'T EVEN MAKE ANY SENSE BECAUSE IF ATTENDANCE IS TAKEN IT JUST MEANS WE DEFINITELY HAVE TO GO RIGHT?!? Anyway, we (or maybe it was just me) grudgingly made our way to the band room. And GUESS WHAT?!? There was no one there. Because everyone had "A physics". Ok, whatever, but at 2.30, they suddenly told us: "today's band practice is actually optional!" WHOPPEE DOO YIPPEE YAY I WASTED 1 HOUR OF MY LIFE!!!!!!! OBVIOUSLY ME AND SHERLYN AND JOLENE WENT HOME AFTER THAT. Well, I had fun playing the piano and drums with them, BUT I WOULD'VE PREFERRED RELAXING AT HOME TO PLAYING IN THE SHITTY BAND ROOM!!! URGH I FEEL SO PISSED BECAUSE THE EXCO IS SO IRRESPONSIBLE AND UNORGANIZED. They should've decided AND told us beforehand that it was optional. But what did I expect? They're just a top-secret gang that discusses things that are so top-secret and important that they need to have clandestine meetings every other day. BUT!!!!! WE DEMAND TRANSPARENCY!!!!!!! It seems like they're not even doing anything?!? And no offense, but everything (literally EVERYTHING) is still as sucky as ever. Especially all the crappy band practices. Who is the idiot who decides on the dates anyway?!? I feel that I have to personally meet this individual and give him/her an excruciatingly painful WEDGIE. Our holidays are called HOLIDAYS for a reason: WE'RE SUPPOSED TO REST AT HOME AND NOT GO TO SCHOOL, @SSH0L3S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is all I wanted to say. If you're reading this and are someone from the exco, please stand in a corner and slap yourself 99 times.

OHYEAH LOL TOday when I went to buy a drink from Tropicana, THE AUNTIE SCOLDED ME!!!!!!! I had totally forgotten about it, but...............ON THE FIRST DAY OF ASS WEEK I TOLD THE AUTIE TO HELP ME KEEP MY MILK TEA IN HER FRIDGE AND I WOULD TAKE IT AFTER MY EXAM BUT OBVIOUSLY I FORGOT, AND SHE JUST LEFT IT THERE WAITING FOR ME TO COLLECT IT LOL. TODAY SHE FINALLY FOUND ME SO SHE GOT ME TO CLEAR IT AND IT WAS SUPER GROSS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH. LOOK AT THE PICTURE HAHHHHAHAHAHA YOU CAN LITERALLY SEE THE DIFFERENT LAYERS OF LIQUIDS AND ITS SERIOUSLY DISGUSTING LOL. I guess the auntie won't be letting anyone put their drinks in the fridge anymore :9

HAAHHAHAHAHAHA TODAY WAS SUCH A FUN DAY!!! :DDD Jolene and I found a disgusting monster roach outside our class!!!!!!! Fortunately, it was dead, but unfortunately, it was barely 10cm away from our seats :6 Obviously we had to sweep it up and throw it away....BUT FOR SOME REASON, WE STARTED PLAYING WITH IT HHAAHHAAHHAHAHAA. We (okay not us, just me) kept sweeping it towards everyone and it somehow ended up at the stairwell between levels 2 and 3!! And we managed to make its wings unfold!!!!! Kang Jin helped us flip it over so we could observe it :9 Coincidentally, we also met Ethan!! LOL ETHAN HELPED US FIND VICTIMS!!!!!! FIRST UP WAS EGGIE!! :DDD I was all prepared to fling the roach at her, but everyone kept trying to dissuade me because Eggie is such a fragile widdle egg <3 So I sent my minion Ethan to GIT MORE VICTIMS!!! THIS TIME HE CAME BACK WITH JONATHAN HHAHAAHAHHAHAH. Jonathan was so wary!! He stood at the ledge where the railing was attached to and refused to come down!!! But eventually I managed to get him to step down on the stairs..AND I SWEPT THE ROACH TOWARDS HIM HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA HIS REACTION WAS SO FUNNY. AFTER HIM MY NEXT VICTIM WAS KIRAN HOOOGHOHOHOOGOHOHOHO EVERYONE IS SCARED OF ROACHES AFTER ALL HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Sadly, we had band after that.......me and Jolene weaved the leaves of the plant outside the band room together!! It's really pretty, don't you think? :)

Aloha BABIES!!!!!

URGH spent 2 hours clearing the pictures on mah baby phone!! Managed to delete around 300!!!! I couldn't bear to delete more BECAUSE THEY'RE ALL PRECIOUS TO ME :'(((

AHM ADDICTED TO THIS FLUMPOOL SONG CALLED OAOA!!!!! It was originally sung by this Chinese band called "Mayday", but Flumpool did a Japanese version AND IT SOUNDS SOOOOOO MUCH BETTER.

Pic: my stupid sis pointing middle finger

I really wanted to update properly today, but CIRCUMSTANCES PREVENTED ME FROM DOING SO AND AHM STILL BASKING IN THE AFTEREFFECTS OF MEETING MY FAVOURITE BAND AND HENCE AM UNABLE TO THINK OF WITTY THINGS TO TALK ABOUT.

Also, my computer became shitty?!? I can't transfer files anymore, and the hard disk is becoming ridiculously full. The same goes for my iPhone. I spent 3 hours trying to import all my iPhone pictures to my computer, but no matter what, the "over capacity" sign remained?!? It didn't help that I was adding songs too LOL. Anyway, if you're good at fixing tech stuff and are willing to offer your services to me, please contact me. I promise not to force you to fix all my computer problems that may occur henceforth!! So please, help me this once :') WHAZZAT?!? YOU DONT WANT TO?!? WHATEVER _|_

Lookie! <3 Had healthy cherries and blackberries for my afternoon snack today! Don't ask me why they're so shiny, it's probably because of the pesticide those stupid farmers keep spraying everywhere. Anyway, I'll start being healthy!!! And I'll go on a diet like dear KAZUKI <3 LET'S REACH OUR IDEAL WEIGHT TOGETHER!!!!! GO KAZUKI!!! GO YUNSIE!!!!!! OMG calling myself Yunsie is gross *pukes*

So today...... I FINALLY GOT TO MEET SID!!!! OMFG IT WAS SO F*CKING AMAZING AND SUPERB OMG SORRY FOR USING THE F WORD BUT IT WAS JUST THAT GREAT!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVE SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO TALK ABOUT!! ESPECIALLY THE SID CONCERT!!! ARGH

Okay so the start of the SID concert... Oh where should I start? :') After the FLUMPOOL concert ended, THE CROWD SUDDENLY SURGED FORWARD!!!!! Jolene, Sherlyn, Jolene's brother, and I were around the halfway mark of the mosh pit BUT SUDDENLY WE GOT PUSHED AND SQUEEZED TO THE FRONT 1/3!!!!! AHHHHH WE WERE SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE!!!!!!!! And when the band minus Mao came on stage......the crowd just went wild!!!!! I felt like I was drifting......how can it be....... How can they really be right here in front of me....... THOSE WERE MY THOUGHTS AS I SCRUTINIZED AKI'S SHAPELY AND WELL-ANGLED FACE. Then... MAO SAUNTERED UP AND EVERYONE WAS SCREAMING (INCLUDING ME HAHAHAHAHHA) AND IT FELT SO SURREAL AND MAGICAL LIKE A DREAM!!!!! OMG IT WAS CRAZY!!!! BEING IN THE MOOD, I WAVED CRAZILY TOO!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH I WAS SO HAPPY IT WAS ALL I COULD DO.

Surprisingly, the first song they sang was MONOKURO NO KISU <3 AHHHHHHH I WAS SO GLAD BECAUSE I KNEW THE LYRICS <3 LOL The people around me were recording BUT I THINK I RUINED IT FOR THEM BECAUSE I WAS SO LOUD HHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. OH AND MAO SPRAYED US ALL WITH WATER FROM HIS MOUTH DURING THIS SONG HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA I FELT SO HONORED AND PRIVILEDGED OH THANK YOU MAO <3

The next song was mah ultimate favorite: USO!!!!!!! AHHHHH IT'S REALLY A BEAUTIFUL SONG, AND IT WAS THE ED FOR FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST <3 LOL WHEN HE STARTED EVERYONE SCREAMED!!!! Then he was like "Nonononono" and then they restarted. LOL I HAVE NO IDEA WHY MAO DID THAT!! ARRGHHHHHH IT WAS MAGICAL AND BEAUTIFUL AND HE KEPT POINTING AND GIVING FLYING KISSES TO EVERYONE EXCEPT ME BOOHOO IT WAS SO TRAGIC :'( BUT WHATEVER EVERYTHING WAS SO BEAUTIFUL I WAS STILL VERY HAPPY. OH AND MAO TOOK OFF HIS DENIM SHIRT DURING THIS SONG!!! LOL

After that was....V.I.P!!! LOL I totally knew they would sing this song!!!!!! TOO BAD I DIDN'T KNOW THE LYRICS :'(((( AHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT WAS LOVELY ANYWAY I JUST BOPPED MY HEAD AND WAVED AT ALL OF THEM.

NATSUKOI!!!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!! Just 3 minutes before they came onstage, the Music Matters 2013 emcee had asked which songs we liked, and I had replied with NATSUKOI!!!!! IT'S AS IF SID AND I HAVE SOME SORT OF CONNECTION!!! SOBS IF ONLY THAT WERE TRUE <3 OHHHHHHH IT WAS SO GREAT THEY THREW SO MUCH STUFF TO THE AUDIENCE WHEN THE SONG ENDED :') OHYEAH MAO THREW HIS NECKLACE AND I GRABBED IT BUT SOME CRAZY FAN RIPPED IT OUT OF MY HAND!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FEEL SO SAD THINKING ABOUT IT NOW!!!! :'((( AHH WELL SHE WAS PROBABLY A CRAZIER FAN THAN ME SO IT'S OKAY I GUESS.

I SERIOUSLY HAD SO MUCH FUN THERE WITH SHERLYN AND JOLENE EVEN NOW MY WHOLE BODY IS STILL TINGLING AND I FEEL SO LIGHT AND HAPPY AND EXCITED AHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOODNESS I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW IN WORDS. OOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE SID SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH AND FLUMPOOL WAS GREAT TOO ESPECIALLY DEAR KAZUKI WHO WASN'T SUPPOSED TO COME!!! OHHHHHHH JUST LOOK AT THESE PCTURES IM GONNA FAINT FROM PURE JOY

OK SO ME AND JOLENE WENT TO MEET SID AND WEAVER AT THE AIRPORT AND IT WAS SO EXCITING!!!! AKI LOOKED AT ME AND WAVED!!!! <3 I NEARLY FAINTED. AHHHHHHHHHHHH AND THE DRUMMER YUUYA DEFINITELY WAVED AT ME WHEN HE WAS ON THE BUS!!!!! The whole crowd was communicating with Mao, and it was just me standing awkwardly at the side, AND SUDDENLY OUR EYES MET SO I SMILED AND WAVED AND HE WAVED BACK AND IT WAS SUCH A MAGICAL MOMENT UNTIL ANOTHER STUPUD FAN POINTED AT HIM AND SCREAMED "YUUYAAAA@ AND HE HAD TO TURN AND WAVE TO EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!! ARGH. MAO ALSO LOOKED AT ME :')) I went to the other awkward corner, nearer to Mao, and hen he took off his sunglasses, he turned all the way back and FACED THE AWKWARD CORNER WHERE I WAS STANDING AND OUR EYES MET AND HE SMILED SO CHEEKILY THAT I COULD ONLY SMILE LIKE A DOOFUS AND WAVE STUPUDLY HAHAHAHAHAHHAHGAA OMG IT WAS SO EXCITING MY HEART WAS RACING SO CRAZILY!!!!! WEAVER WAS VERY COOL TOO I WAVED AT THE GUITARIST!!! HEHEHEHEHHE HE WAVED AT JOLENE :D YAAAARGH IT WAS SO FUN I FEEL LIKE IM ON CLOUD 9 NOW OOOOOOHHHHHHH *FAINTS* SO EXCITED TO SEE THEM TONORRWO

LOOK AT ALL THESE PICS THEY HAD TO GET THE AUXILIARY POLICE TO HOL BACK THE FANS THEY'RE LIKE MINISTERS OR SOMETHING

ALOHA BABIES! <3

Today we had a dumb boring useless shitty annoying yawn-inducing CYBERWELLNESS TALK. BOOOORING. NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT WAS REALLY BORING.

But after cyber wellness, me and Si Xuan had a PLAYING SESSION (not GAMING SESSION because it sounds stupid and boyish), AND IT WAS SUPER FUN!!!!! :DDD LOL WE FOUND SOME RANDOM GUY AND KEPT TELLING HIM "I luv u", "pls dun leave me", "I wan 2 kis u" ETCETC. HAHAHAHAHHAHA I FELT SO SORRY FOR HIM. The worst part is that both that guy (username Rogeroty) and si xuan's character were riding the same ship to the same place!!! But he was pretty cool about it and just said "Sorry, I already have another man in my heart <3" JAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAH IT WAS SO STRANGE. Sadly, we had to end our session because I had to go home :'))) ahhhh it was fun.

AFTER THAT I WENT TO CHANGI!!!! IT WAS SUCH A MEMORABLE EVENT SO I HAVE TO WRITE A SEPARATE POST FOR IT. STAY TUNED.

YAERGHHH WE HAD OUR LAST TEST TODAY!!!! PHYSICS!!!!!! It was quite easy I think!! :D FREEDOM OH FREEDOM!!!!!!!!! I didn't want to feel lost and listless like last year, so I prepared some plans for the holidays this year!!!!! :DDD Unfortunately, I doubt I'll be able to do everything as ahm GOING OVERSEAS for 1-2 weeks!! :DDD

BUT FIRST!!!! HHHEHHHEHHHEEE AFTER OUR PHYSICS, ME AND SI XUAN HAD A POKEMON PARTY!!! :D Met Ann-Marie on the way to our secret hideout (aka the LIBRARY!!) and she also decided to join us <33 AHHHHH WE PLAYED UNTIL 12PM!!!!!! IT WAS SO FUN :DDDDD Heeeehheheeeh The accelerated physics students were also mugging in the library!!! I think we looked like delinquents sitting in front of the TV and playing our gadgets :')

Anyway, when I got home, I started to look for a nice design for my psycho pass tote bag! At first I thought I would paint the scene from OP2 where Shinya drives his car while smoking. BUT IT'S EXTREMELY HARD, DUE TO IT BEING SO DETAILED!!!!!!!! Ethan gave 2 suggestions which I thought were quite good: MAKISHIMA OR A DOMINATOR!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA I WENT TO LOOK FOR MAKISHIMA PICTURES AND FOUND A PICTURE OF HIS SHAPELY AND GORGEOUS BUTT <333 IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! I'll look at that pic to motivate myself to lose 20kg from now on <3 I eventually decided on drawing/painting a dominator!! :DD Ill post a picture here when ahm done! BUT IT'LL JUST BE IN BLACK AND WHITE SO DONT EXPECT TOO MUCH!!!!!

OK BYE GONNA WATCH K

Chemistry and math today!! Chemistry was hard, as expected, but not as hard as I thought it would be! :D Well that is what I say, but the test papers that I don't do so well in are usually those that I think are easy :( Math was VERY EASY!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA I finished with 45 minutes to spare!!! Here is a chronicle of my thoughts during the exam:

11:47: DONE
11:48: I think I should check my answers
11:49: Checking.....done
11:50: AHM BORED
11:51: My bladder is bursting. Are we allowed to use the toilet?!?!?
11:52: HALP
11:53: OMG I'm gonna pee myself
11:54: Good Lord, is that girl digging her nose?
11:55: SHE THINKS NO ONE IS WATCHING BUT I AM THE ALL-SEEING ONE.
11:56: Still digging.
11:57: I wonder what I should eat for lunch.
11:58: Should I just ask my mom to cook?!? Conflicted. :(
11:59: OUCH MY BLADDER I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT IT
12:00: PLS PLS PLS LET THIS TORTURE END SOON
12:01: I wonder if this is how P.O.Ws felt when they underwent the water torture?!
12:02: What is that light........stupud Abishit your calculator is too reflective.
12:03: How can everyone still be doing the paper did I miss a question or something
12:04: Ok I should try to recall some physics equations.
12:05: ...
12:06: ...
12:07:.............
12:08: I GIVE UP ON PHYSICS.
12:09: I wonder how I did for L.A Essay
12:10: OMG IF I WANT SMART KIDS I HAVE TO MARRY A STUPID MAN!!!! OH THE PAINS OF BEING A GENIUS.
12:11: Is that myth even true...???!??
12:12: HALLELUJAH 23 MORE MINUTES TO THE END!!! KEEP ON HOLDING, MY WIDDLE SPINCHTER MUSCLE!!!!
12:13: Gonna play Dragon Warriors when I get home!!
12:14: GLORIA GLORIA IN EXCELSIS DEO JUST ONE MORE PAPER TO GO AND I CAN HAVE FUN
12.15: pls stop staring at me, mr Vietnam-scholar-teacher I checked my work 729361982 times already :(
12:16: Nap
12:17: How do people take naps on tables it's so painful.
12:18: Yawwwww
12:19: HAHAHAHAHAHHA MS TING'S BELT BUCKLE THINGAMAJIG LOOKS HIDEOUS
12:20: YIASSASSSSSSSS 15 MORE MINUTES
12:21: YESYESYEAYYES 14 MORE MINUTES
12:22: YESSSSSDDDDDDDDD AHHHHHHH MAH POOR BLADDER
12:23: Ok I should bind my worksheets
12:24: Stupud
12:25: how to tie knot
12:26: oK
12:27: YAARGH 8 MORE MINUTES HALP
12:28: GASP
12:29: WHEEZE
12:30: OMG some people are still writing
12:31: GEVEGEGEGGEEGGEGEGGEGEEGWGWEGGEGEGEE
12:32: AHHHHHH 3 MORE MINUTES
12:33: *dies*
12:34: omgkgkmgog yes yes yes please pick up the microphone and get ready to end the test
12:35: OMG STOP TALKING STUPID TEACHERS IM DYING HERE
12:36: YAY IT ENDED
12:51: O.M.G.

And then my bladder ruptured.

I honestly hate it when I lend someone my phone and it somehow comes to be in another person's possession. I don't know why, but I get inexplicably angry when these things happen. Whenever I ask someone to return my phone and they reply with "Oh it's with ******", this wave of fury and irritation will just cloud my brain for a moment. It's like, who gave you the authority to lend it to someone else?!? It's not even your phone?!!?!? It's MY phone and the person I entrusted it to is YOU, not *****!!!! It's not a matter of selfishness (since I don't mind lending my phone to most people), but more of basic courtesy. People should just get permission from the original owner of whatever it is they want to borrow. Today, this girl at church asked to borrow my phone and I said ok, but when I wanted to take it back, I saw a stupid boy playing with it. The worst part is that he turned to his friend and asked "Eh, whose phone is this?" I literally had to restrain myself from smashing the cupcake that I was eating into his face. In the end, all I did was put my face up close to theirs and hiss "IT'S MINE!" before taking it away. Another thing that I hate is having grubby fingerprints on my phone. I'm sure you can guess, even without me saying it, that the aforementioned boy had smeared his disgusting, repulsive hand grease all over my screen. Turns out, he didn't wash his hands after eating some chocolate sticks. Upon closer inspection, I also realized that the cover was slimy and LOOSE. I don't know how they played with my phone, but the cover was seriously loose. URRGGHHHHH I WAS SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO MAD. AHM NEVER LENDING KIDS MY PHONE EVER AGAIN >:;((((

OHYEAH I also found my Gameboy Advance SP!!!! My sister found it, actually. Anyway, I played Dragon Warrior Monsters!!!!! It was so addictive!!!!!!!!!!! I played for 2 hours because I didn't know where I stopped and was trying to figure out what to do next :6 In the end, I just searched for the FAQ online. I managed to defeat ONE boss monster at least!!!!!! Had to go through 5 travellers' gates to find it >:(( Then I watched 夜市人生 on channel 8 with my sister until 10pm. IT WAS SO INTENSE!!!!!! The evil villain woman wanted to commit suicide (I wanted her to do it too) but in the end her son saved her :6 whatever!!! My granny told me everyone dies in the end anyway.

WARGH I FEEL SO DUMB. Today, while studying, I felt the urge to take a break and just stretch. So I yawned the biggest yawn I had ever yawned in my life, clenched mah fists, and just STRETCHED. BUT I DIDN'T REALIZE THAT I HAD GRABBED A FISTFUL OF MY HAIR. AND IT HURT MAH HEAD!!!!!!! >:'((((( ARGH.

Ahhhh today's the first time this year that I spent a whole day at home!!! And I didn't wake up to the sound of my alarm :))))))) It was such a relaxing day!! I woke up around 9, ate some chocolate croissant bun thingamajig for breakfast, lazed around until 12, took a bath, ate lunch, studied a little, surfed the net, etc. I guess I just did very normal teenager-y stuff today. And it was very relaxing, a nice change of pace from my hectic life :)) I made up my mind to study while my sister had her math tuition, BUT OBVIOUSLY I DID NOT. When her tuition started, I thought "ok..... I'LL JUST READ HORROR STORIES FOR 5 MINUTES!!" BUT THE 5 MINUTES TURNED INTO 30 MINUTES WHICH TURNED INTO AN HOUR WHICH BECAME 2 HOURS AND I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE IT UNTIL THE TUTOR STOOD UP TO GO HOME!!!! LOL I'll just study harder tomorrow :)))))

OHYEAH 2 DISGUSTING HUMONGOUS FULLY GROWN WINGED ROACHES TRESPASSED INTO MY HOME TODAY(not at the same time of course. If that happened I would've jumped out of the window)!!!! I know what you're thinking; 1 is bad enough, but TWO?!?!??! I literally went MAD and just jumped around the house yelling and trying to evade the monsters' dive bombs. Fortunately, my Dad exterminated them!!!!!! MAH HERO <333 ANYWAY IT WAS REALLY GROSS I HOPE NO MORE ROACHES FLY INTO OUR HOUSE :6





Going back to the topic of horror stories, I found this ultra scary HORROR STORY on tumblr... *shivers*

What's that? You want to hear it?

It's about a boy.... a boy who loved to read books...........
OMG IT'S SO SCARY I CAN'T PUT IT HERE. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO HEAR IT YOU HAVE TO FIND ME AND TELL ME TO TELL YOU THE STORY..........JUST DONT REGRET IT.............(it's not deathnote, I just put the picture there to make it scarier)

BoOooOoOoOoOoo Biology paper was so hard :'( I really didn't expect it to be so lengthy and difficult. Staring at the first page already gave me the "OH WOE BEGONE WHAT IS THIS CR@PASS SHET" feeling :'( Argh I really think I should've studied harder!! ESPECIALLY FOR RENAL SYSTEM OMG. They tested so much on that!!!! GrRrrrRR. Anyway, AHM NOT GOING TO SAY ANY MORE THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME DEPRESSEDq :'(((((( After the test, while all the teachers were checking the scripts, me and Jolene started chatting about the concert this coming Thursday LOL. Should we or should we not go for the 11pm one at beer market?!? It's so risky because the performance will prolly end at 1am AND EVERYONE KNOWS THAT'S A DANGEROUS TIME TO BE AT A BAR!!!!!!!! We need a big macho male chaperone. BUT WHERE CAN WE GET ONE?!?!? A BODYGUARD SERVICE COMPANY?!?!?!? That is the problem we're facing right now :(

Math paper was fairly easy :) I just didn't know how to do the explaining questions ;((((( AND I HOPE I DONT HAVE ANY PRESENTATION ERRORS!!!! For some reason the teachers always deduct 2 marks for presentation for all my tests :'( HALP I hope my presentation isn't that bad this time.

After eating lunch, Ethan, Ant, and I went to study at the library! :D Correction: Ant studied at the library. Ethan had to go for FPS and estimated he would be done in an hour, so I told myself I would start working FOR REAL when he arrived and just read National Geographic magazines while waiting. BUT!!!!! DAT FATASS ONLY ARRIVED AFTER 1.5 HOURS!!!! :'((( Ok I wasnt in the mood to do work anyway :6 The national geographic magazine that I read was extremely interesting!!! It talked about the effects of de-extinction and had some weird pictures of people dressed up as trees and sumo wrestlers and straw huts LOL. Ant was so studious!!! She was REALLY doing her work and studying!!! I sort of felt guilty but my exhaustion from the bio paper overwhelmed all feelings of guilt. :9 ANYWAY, when Ethan arrived, I became 100928923994X MORE UNPRODUCTIVE THAN I ALREADY WAS HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. AND WE ALSO WENT OUT TO THE CAFE TO EAT/DRINK STUFF. When we went back, all of us (inclusive of Ant) just started chatting!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA I THINK I WAS VERY LOUD BECAUSE THIS STUPID JOHN LOOKALIKE GLARED AT ME. Ahhhhhhh it was so fun!!! But sadly, we barely even studied :') Whatevs I'll just treat today as a break from ASSCRACK WEEK <3

URGH MY CHINESE TEACHER DOESN'T UNDERSTAND MY PAIN!!!!! She made us all write compositions(AGAIN) today >:((( NOW THE BALL OF MY THUMB HURTS AND MY ENTIRE HAND IS SUFFERING FROM EXAMINATION CRAMPS!!!! >:((((((;;;


OK GOODNIT IT'S ALREADY 1AM

Pics: Beautiful light drawing from National Geographic magazine + CUTE TRIO ALERT >33